Saturday, December 6, 2014

LET HER GO

LET HER GO -PASSENGER

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go


Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go 
And you let her go 
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Thursday, September 25, 2014

hapdet.

dengan nama Allah yg maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani

dah masuk third year.
dah jadi super senior.
awal sem dah xde lemah longlai gemalai.
relationship ngan bebudak pure biotech semakin improve day by day.
ngan budak asis still standing together.
nak masuk fasa konvo aka feskum.
pastu masuk fasa prk.
pastu buat keje balik.
mostly subjek killer sepanjang sem ni.
paling taktahan subjek yg ada gabungan bio, kimia, fizik dan math.
jadual merapu.
rindu kedah. rindu sik.
masih terbayang2 kehidupan di kedah.
meeting persatuan masih xberkurang.
moto xbasuh2 lagi. haih.
mencari calon suami. tp nak kawen lambat lagi. insyaAllah.

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until next time.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

sorry seems to be the hardest word



What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry


What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

simple dan kompleks

bismillah.

sampai sekarang aku tak dapat terima betapa simple nya pemikiran seorang lelaki.
aku tau mereka (baca: lelaki) juga akan kata mereka tak dapat terima kekompleksan perempuan. xpa, biaq.

walaupun aku tau benda ni complementary each other in life, to balance the world, to bla bla bla, tapi hakikatnya bila masing2 buat kepala masing2. ianya amatlah menyakitkan hati. in order to understand others, you must put yourself in their shoes. tp, perempuan, sesimple mana pun dia, dia tak kan dapat menang simplenya seorang lelaki. i dont know why.

susah la jugak kalau asyik perempuan saja nak kena paham the way their thinking. diorang xpernah nak put down their ego to get along with woman. not all, but most of it. =.='

please la.

kalau lelaki A ni stail pelupa, si lelaki B ni stail buat keja last minit, si C pulak stail lone ranger. si D, si E taktau la macam mana. sakit kepala. macam nak kena jaga anak tau bila kerja ngan diorang ni.

but, i do appreciate uolls semua guys. but, kekadang tu, jadilah matang. fahamilah dalam kita bekerjasama, kita kena lah mengalah. tapi bukan mengalah kepada wanita ke apa. tapi, sama2 la mengalah. jadi manusia yang boleh adapt dengan berlainan jantina, yang perempuan pun sama. jangan nak ikut emosi saja (kata kat diri sendiri). ok?

ok. mintak maaf semua jejaka2 di luar sana. ni pendirian peribadi. no offence keyh.

=3

Saturday, May 17, 2014

gen-y dulu vs gen-y sekarang

bismillah.

dia gen-y

taktahu apa perasaan tengok status adik2 yang baru darjah lima bercakap mengenai curang, cinta, dan yang sewaktu dengannya. ada yang bertukar2 gambar yang tidak bertudung. perkara ni berlaku pada yang dekat ngan aku. namun sekarang terasa sukar pula nak mendekati. perkara ni berlaku dalam keluarga aku sendiri. aku tahu, mereka2 ni dalam proses development. hormonal development. baik lelaki mahupun perempuan. tapi, kalau tidak di kawal, ianya boleh membawa kemudaratan, dan aku rasa sangat tidak layak untuk menasihati yang mana ianya sepatutnya parents mereka yang ambil peduli. tapi, jauh disudut hati, aku sangat risaukan mereka.



aku gen-y 

aku bersyukur jugak zaman aku sekolah rendah dulu handphone pon xdak lagi. internet pon xsemudah sekarang. bahayanya teknologi sekarang, mak ayah pon tak sempat nak pantau. busy. yang mana sepatutnya parents lah yang berperanan penting dalam pembinaan sahsiah anak2. dan sebetulnya parents kena sedar perubahan masa. masa dahulu tidak sama dengan sekarang, membesarkan anak pada zaman sekarang lebih mencabar. semua perkara dapat diakses dengan mudah. anak2 lagi bijak. fb ada banyak akaun. handphone banyak folder. ada password.


realiti
takutnya aku. takut untuk mendepani realiti yang tamadun manusia sekarang merudum hanya kerana perkembangan teknologi yang sepatutnya membantu dan memudahkan manusia, bukan merosakkan. nauzubillah.

aku dapat bezakan bagaimana proses tumbesaran gen-y yang mula2 (sezaman ngan kak aku, average umur 30 ke bawah), bagaimana mereka develop. dan gen-y pertengahan (sezaman ngan aku, average umur 25 ke bawah), dan gen-y sekarang (sezaman ngan err, aku xdak adik, so sepupu2 aku, average umur 18 ke bawah).

walaupun kami semuanya gen-y, tapi terasa berbeza daya tumbesaran, hanya kerana teknologi yang begitu pesat tersebar dan membangun, seolah2 kami ini bukan dari generasi yang sama.
anda boleh bayangkan generasi anak2 aku pulak (gen-z) nanti? takut.

hmm teringat movie doremon yang ada satu dunia tu dikuasai robot, hatta, manusia nak berjalan pon xboleh, sebab lemah, sebab sejak lahir, guna kerusi terapung. so scared.

moga Allah pelihara kita semua. semua amik kelas parenting yg up to date dan patuh syariah eh. moga aku, kita dan mereka juga di beri hidayah oleh Allah.